MMMMMMMMMM Thanksgiving! cant wait.

Current Mood: busy
Current Music: sunfall

i wishh.....i wish........ :( the things id do for you

Current Mood: cold
Current Music: Interpol

sometimes i catch myself thinking i wonder what things would be like if i would of just listened to you.......if i would of stopped thinking of myself and maybe realized that you were serious.......*sigh*. no matter how many things i do no matter how high i get no matter how many drugs i take to forget.... the happiness i once had will never be the same . all i can do is cope with what i have and move forward. lesson well learned. hold on to things you value the most in life cause they really never come back. no matter how much fame ,glory, pride or achivements you do itll never be the same......sometimes the change is good...most of the time its to make you realize how big of a monster we have in us.



p.s . my ipod broke today......wtf.

Current Mood: gloomy
Current Music: Fake Blood- Mars

update in life....

i just moved into my new place...its really chill and theres a cool front porch which is pretty epic for smoking cigs haha.
its only temporary though just untill i have enough to split to go to MI.
Im still going to attend musicians institute but due to financial issues i had to move my start date to next semester
which gary ( my counsler ) said starts in april:( .... its a while from now but at least when i do go i wont be struggling.
Everything is set and in place for success!!!!!! its going to be glorious.


i went to nocturnal for my b day weekend...and i must say it was amazing!!!!! 
I got to shuffle which is the funnest dance ever  haha jk but i think so.
everything i had there was so clean i felt  incredible.
i cant wait for HardFest ! Justice!!! is headlining.

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Hard Electro

NOCTURNAL!!!! September 26!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. my 21st is going to be amazing . WOOOPP!!

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: MsteR Kraft

 recording went so well. im really happy with the way everything came out even though i spent way more then i thought whatever its worth it to me always . 

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: red chord

I fucked up........my mom read my Lj. how fucking lame....now she just thinks im just a fat druggie.......i guess im moving sooner then i thought its time to get out of here anyways.

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Jefferson Airplane

its official i have a moving date....janurary 2nd. Winter session begins shortly after that at MI. I couldnt make it this semester due to some unforeseen financial situations i got myself into but its all good it gives me time to get my truck before i go. Yes i finally get it back my grey tacoma!!!!!!!  i get it right before my b day i already estimated and rounded everything off and its all going to work out smoothly. I will never ever..fall in that stupid bum hole i fell in ever agian. my drug days are over and its time to pick up my life and start off where i left it. While i am here for fall Majid! had agreed to give me legitamite guitar lessons before i go to Mi which is great because once i enter school everything will be a piece of cake. Ive been practicing on my guitar intensly everyday for 3 hrs at least and in the weekends a little bit more because i practice with snails so much.

SNAILS!!!!!! WINTER TOUR!!!! WOOOO!!!!
ever since we put up our new demo weve been getting messages left and right asking us to play in AZ, TX, New Mexico, Utah and northern cali, its not just some scene kids either its actual promoters which caught all of us pretty off gaurd. We play music people dont really like or care much about but we seriously dont give a fuck we just love to jam. were already setting up TWO!!! tours one for a week in Mexico that should be so fun. and then a Texas tour with different cities this time and wayyy more legit venues in the winter during break . 

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: nothings

 rave rave rave rave rave rave...allllll dddaayyyyy......

anywayssss........FINALLY ....FINALLY!!!!!.....F..I...N...A...L....L....Y!!!! SNAILS recordings done and up....well at least a rough mix of our songs but i dont really care im just really glad we have recordings!!!!

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: nothing!

I  want to know where to start agian....this is bullshit.

Current Mood: angry